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// clarity v. chaos
[when i disappear, it is clear i am up to no good.]
Created on 2007-09-16 02:37:56 (#13827197), last updated 2009-01-05
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Basic Info| Name: | exquisitely empty. |
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| Location: | Richmond, Virginia, United States |
BioWARNING: my journal is graphic and could be HIGHLY TRIGGERING to those in recovery.
Comment to be added, or just add me. *shrug* I'm a pretty mellow person, I don't care.
However:
-- i don't tolerate complete stupidity
-- & NO, "ana" is not "lyke totally kewl" and i won't be your fucking "ana buddy"!
twenty.
diagnosed borderline personality disorder, ed-nos [307.5] & bipolar I disorder [296.42]
college sophomore-- journalism & philosophy.
writes maniacally & obsessively.
liar extraordinaire. just not in this journal.
drunkenjunky. addicted to chemicals in general.
bisexual.
plays bass & piano.
piercings: r-side lip, labret, tongue, r&l earlobes [only wear tongue regularly]
insomniac.
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i am exploring the inside; i find it desolate.
i do implore these confines, now, as they penetrate & recreate me.
i'm hovering throughout time; i crumble in these days.
i crumble; i cannot, i cannot find reflection in these days.
if you listen; listen, listen
listen close; beat by beat
you can hear it when the heart stops
i saved the pieces when it broke
and ground them all to dust.
i am destroyed by the inside; i disassociate
i hope to destroy the outside
it will alleviate & elevate me
"bleed black" afi
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a perfect circle, acid, adderall, afi, alcohol, aldous huxley, aleister crowley, amphetamines, anarchy, androgyny, anorexia nervosa, anti happy hardcore, anti-bush, anton lavey, bass guitar, being a pirate, being broke, body modification, brand new, brian molko, bright eyes, candy bracelets, chaos magick, charcoal sketching, chuck palahniuk, chuck taylors, cocaine, courtney love, david bowie, death, deftones, disappearance, discordianism, dissociatives, downers, dreadlocks, drug-induced enlightenment, drugs, drum&bass, eating disorders, ed-nos, emaciation, emptiness, existentialism, fasting, fiona apple, fucking with your head, glowsticks, gonzo journalism, heroin, heroin chic, hole, hunter s. thompson, incubus, industrial, insomnia, jack off jill, jean-paul sartre, jim morrison, jimmy urine, kate moss, ketamine, libertarianism, long walks at night, marijuana, marilyn manson, marya hornbacher, maynard james keenan, methamphetamine, mindless self indulgence, mushrooms, nietzsche, nine inch nails, nirvana, oscar wilde, over-exercising, perfection, philosophy, placebo, politics, print journalism, raves, reggae, ritalin, robot chicken, sarcasm, self destruction, serial killers, shitty poetry, shortwave radio, silverchair, skeletal ideals, starvation, starving, sublime, sunglasses, surrealism, the crystal method, the cure, the doors, the eels, the merry pranksters, the postal service, thinking in rhyme, thrift store shopping, timothy leary, too much caffeine, tool, trance, transcendence, trent reznor, trip hop, twiggy ramirez, william burroughs, yoga
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